Happy New Year 2015

woop! its the new year! 2015!

I’ve been missing in action again, but I’ll be back once everything’s settled.

So far, the new year has been alright for me, no drama yet, but I wont know how long that will last. Tomorrow/ later is back to college day, and though im dreading it, i do feel a slight push and urge to study for my finals already ( its in May/June but preparations must be made early!) its a good thing.

There have been quite a few changes in my life lately, and also there’s goals to be made for this new year, and more stuff to do, which I will blog about soon enough. I also have yet to wrap up 2014..

But yes, that’s a slight update for now, and I wish everyone all the best in everything and a good start to this brand new year!


What’s going on

Aside from that, i guess i should also update on what’s going on lately.

well, degree’s fine, meet some new friends, getting used to the classes and knowing which to pay attention and which to not haha. Some Rotaract activities going on lately, and im making an effort to try my best in contributing as much as i can. ( hopefully it all works out ) Also being alert of how i need to step up and actually make an effort to study already, because i really cant afford to slack for degree, i wanna do good.

Got my textbooks from UK that day, meaning no excuses for anything about not studying etc, and there was a hassle of having an error and stuff but im glad it’s resolved right now.

My work has been fine, getting used to it as well and maybe trying to enjoy it sometimes.

Learnt a new principle – IDGAF principle which works out well most of the time. credits to Sureene and Flocho for this amazing concept haha.

i recently got a second piercing and it’s been alittle bit.. nasty because of all the infections and pus coming out here and there, its stabilizing soon now 😀 I did it behind my mom’s back actually, but she noticed it the other day and didnt comment much about it. ( phewww because i thought she would flip out )

So yeah, fixed routine, classes classes, work work and week in week out time just goes by like that, just like water. And i guess it would be like that for the next 3 years for me.

Gotta save up for lots of things at the moment. Which is not a bad thing but there’s quite a number of commitments so.. gotta tie the belt around the waist tighter for all these commitments!

and yeah, that’s basically what i’ve been up to lately. At one point i didnt blogged anywhere at all, but im coming back again. my dayre

just a heads up, i plan to blog on some craft reviews and maybe even some crafts or recipes 😀 cant wait for that.

meanwhile im just trying to complete all my notes from classes so that i can actually sort things out well.


Things happen

Its almost a month since I’ve last updated ey? Bet you think you’ve seen the last of me haha but im back for awhile here.

Anyways, how’s life? Not so good lately. I’ve faced some challenges that ive never thought i would actually happen in my life. Not anything life threatening ( thank goodness for that) but just life changing to me.

A small thing leads to another and slowly its a whole circle of mess.

Things are more calm now though, and it was quite tough, and i finally understand now how something so important to you can influence your life. We dont feel it’s importance on every other day because we take it for granted, but when something snaps and it falls apart, it just hits ground low, and it affects you in every way possible to the point where i just couldn’t concentrate at anything and just push everything to the side.

Which can be impression-damaging, especially when you’re dealing with societies and other responsibilities.

Also a HUGE TIP : Do NOT believe decisions made rashly especially after a heated argument.

Learnt it the hard way. But since there’s a first time for everything, i guess i have to take it as a learning process.

There are days where i just feel like i’m nothing and so numb that i just.. cant get myself to do anything at all. I hated those feelings i felt especially these few days, and its just such a pain in the neck. Absolute resentment.

Everything isnt 100% solved yet, but i just have to stay positive, however, thank goodness it’s slowly subsiding. It has to, i dont want to feel like this anymore. And I also realized how pessimistic i actually am.

I want the warmth i feel again, the carefree days and just focusing on one thing, look forward to another and have everything planned out, however, in the midst of my freedom and own selfish happiness, i neglected the happiness of someone who actually needed it the most. its so unfair and im so sorry for everything , everything that lead to what happened that day.

Also to my senpais, and everyone else, i apologize for the crazy arrangements leading to this week’s activity. Its just.. some miscommunication going on and i should’ve settled things in a better manner.


Gosh, i just hope everything goes back to normal soon, please, just hope everything turns out right.



Its been a few weeks but im back. Its July now, oops.

So ive been up to quite a few things after my papers, and whenever i have time to sit down in front of my laptop ( which isnt alot of time) i just cant find the mood to start blogging. But now i finally got my ass up to do it!

these few weeks after exams were quite bittersweet for me, i went to quite a number of outings and also Taylor Swift’s concert here in malaysia 🙂 , spending time with my family, and a very interesting role i play for quite a while – being Secretary Kw.

yep, i had to help my mom with scanning and editing , you know those kind of paper work. It was just scanning for a good 5-7 days for me, and all i did at home was that, it’s a little depressing but then again, since im the only ”available child” at home at the moment, i had no excuse . Plus its better than doing chores 😀 win!

Im still in progress of editing though, long hours, cutting , pasting, adjusting, can be very straining for the eyes.

Anyways, im still having somewhat of a holiday mode for another 2 weeks i can say, although my degree classes start coming monday, i only have monday classes for now, and still some outings to go to 🙂

I’ve also decided to rejoin the Rotaract club of my college 🙂 it was a tough decision that i initially decline to continue. But after lots of consideration, ive decided to stay as a board of director, it just felt right and also some personal reasons.

By the end of all my ”leisure times” i will post ( with pictures) on what i’ve been up to after Alevels 🙂



Just an Update

Its been a few months since my last post. Time is really an issue here,  Its slipping out of my hands like running water. It feels like 2013 is still fresh, but look now, its already December. Everyone left and right feels the same, and at one point people cant help but sigh and say “ time flies”

Im bored of that statement but it’s the reality here.

I don’t feel as productive as I should be, but then again thinking back I was just so busy during the last few months, getting things done, homework , housework, studying furiously, AS exams and right after, CLASSES for the next semester.

There  really isn’t much time to myself, everyday it’s the same routine, things to be done, and by the end of the day it would be too late to do anything else.The days sometimes just gets so frustrating… But all in all, in the end, I hope it will be worth it.

This is college life. Mine to say the least.

Alright so for the past few months, heres what went on. Dating back to around July I started my driving lessons and I got my driver’s license in October. It was quite a struggle for me, and I had to resit for the exam..but in the end, I got it anyway.. phew all within the time frame before I had to renew the learner’s license, which was great.

There was Mock exams in August and September got pretty busy for me , since Revision classes were commencing, and also preparations for finals.

I joined the Rotaract Club of my college as the vice secretary because there was a slot and the board of directors were kind of in need of filling the slot. Since some of my friends were involved I decided to take up the position.

Thus, the Installation was held on the same month as well! And after that it was all preparing , studying and revising for the upcoming final law papers. It was downright tedious and surprisingly I was studying much more than I did for my SPM papers..

Anyway , Law papers ended in the beginning of October but WAIT the examination drags on all the way until beginning of November. 4 papers spread out more than a month. Thankfully, accounting papers ended earlier compared to the Literature students.

In between these times, my cousin Amily had a sleepover for a few days, and my room had a makeover as we finally got a bunkbed , which made me really happy.

Also, I finally got a smartphone which now allows me to communicate better with my peers and all. It’s a Sony Xperia L and I’ve been waiting for some time for it. FINALLY ITS HERE!

I found it really hard to concentrate after Law papers had ended, plus my new smartphone really kept me up so many nights and I just wouldn’t let it go and all… simply addicting.

In the end, the accounting and business papers were over as well, and I flew to Hong Kong for a few days right after  my exams ended for a family vacation. A wonderful experience I must say, except for the attitude of the people here and there, which were really really..well.. different. Not to my taste.

After coming back , there wasn’t much after that really, it was a few days of break and WOOP back to classes.. sadly.. I didn’t have it as bad as the Literature students though who had to start classes like 4 days after their last paper haha..

There was a Rotaract club project after that as well, Florence’s RAK project and the first Rotaract Club meeting, which went on pretty smoothly.

After that it was back to normal boring classes again and we were just getting sick of it. Day after day we yearn for a break and after a long year, we finally got our Christmas break, it lasts for about 10 days and this brings us to where we are right now.

Its going to be 2014 really soon and i feel miserable yet excited at the same time. Weird oxymoron feelings .. okay.. so yeah, part of me wants to move on quickly to finish my degree and all but part of me just dislikes the process and dreads to move on so quickly.

Anyways so that should be the update til December 2013 and i will come out with a new years resolution post really soon J

Till then, Im out!