Turbulence, turbulence everywhere at the moment.
One way or another, it was bad, everything around seems to be falling apart and it really tested my endurance and patience.
It kept happening , issue after issue, there would be obstacles, big or small.
For some reason, it was just so tense, and i just feel so damn stressed, almost to my breaking point. Everything just wouldn’t go right.
It annoyed it to a certain extend, and i should really work on stress management.
This had been the most challenging time in my life. It wasn’t like THE most tensed up, craziest, thing that happened, but it was just so many issues all happening at one time, and the magnitude became massive.
It really hurts, it does. And this has never happened before, i couldnt even get myself to express it much because i worry too damn much about it.
But now, even though it is not all solved yet, im just so thankful that things are getting better now. I feel like it’s a test or something, you know those annoying things that life throws at you in the face and asks you to solve it. yeah.
But through the process, i’ve learnt alot. And that’s all that matters i guess.
Hoping for better days ahead. I. Can. Do. This.