Already Gone

I got the title from one of Kelly Clarkson’s song.

Recently there have been many sad events happening amongst my friends and from time to time these things happen but how long will it take for us to remember how vulnerable and fragile life actually is before we carry on with our lives as usual again,moving on?

I was at my college’s music club meeting that day and a senior was performing this song with so much effort and soul,it made me tear up.

Because the song was so appropriate, as one of our close friends had lost someone very dear to her.By the way,the song selection was a total coincidence.

My friend lost a part of her life and childhood,and a family lost a father,a husband, a brother and an uncle.He was ill,and he was quite young.

And just yesterday,my boy lost his cousin,also due to sickness,he was still in college.

Though i do not know these people that passed,the way their presence affected their close ones who are close to others,its really at large.

The sadness kicks in as long as you have a heart.The solemnness spreads like wildfire and before long,it will fade,and people will move on.

What im trying to say is that,life is so so petty, as how William Shakespear said in his poem Life’s Brief Candle,

“Life’s but a walking shadows, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.”
You’ll never know how and when you’re going to die,or even the people around you.Things just happen unexpectedly,out of the blue,without preparation.
But that;s just life right? after all,we were all born to die one day.We just dont know when.
I want to send a message here, Appreciate every moment,or at least try to.Appreciate your loved ones,be a good person,be the best you can,Life is full of chances, its okay to fall,utilize everything you have, remember people,dont forget them,and hopefully we will not be forgotten..
Do whatever you have to do,before its too late.
To my dear friends who are going through a hard time,and to their relatives, I send my regards to you all, stay strong, and i hope you will get through it as a family.

SPM results + Piano Exam

This is an update of  my SPM results and Piano Exams that i went through in the past 2 months 🙂

SO i did not score my satisfactory target of 7/8As but i did score my expectant target of 6 instead. I was quite sad about it but at least i didnt get any Cs or Ds as my trials,So its quite good for me actually.I was aiming for my Add maths to score an A- and then i’ll get my 7th A but too bad.Its a B+

Considering my overall performance,i cant really complain,i mean i improved quite alot in terms of my average score,but i did not manage to score one more A to my satisfactory.Looking on the bright side,at least im better than many people right?And also i’ve tried my best. So for that I am grateful.


So i scored As for all my core subjects.and got B+s and Bs for my other 5 subjects.especially the Sciences.I kind of expected Biology to score an A- though but turns out to be a B+.Considering Bio quite hard to score,I should be happy i guess?

I guess my science subjects are inevitable since i was never a science person.

So Congratulations to me anyway.

Also, I want to congratulate all my friends,Good or Bad results,it doesnt matter,Now our life has just begun.No need to feel sad and dont be arrogant about it if its excellent because this paper doesnt determine your whole future.

For now,i wish everyone Good Luck in furthering their studies 🙂 and for those who are not planning to,Good luck in everything you’re pursuing,Life starts now.

I was quite depressed, i wouldnt lie, about the results, but after a week or two,i got over it.moving forward now!

So on April 24th,I went for my Piano exam retake.

I was really really nervous in the beginning and i screwed up a little in the beginning sections.ugghhh but after that,it mostly went smooth..

Hope i pass la.even if i dont ( hope not) i dont think i would retake it anymore.My schedule is PACKED and so is my piano teacher’s.

SInce now im done with piano exams for good,I just want to give a little shoutout to my piano teacher who has taught me and my sister for about 15 years 🙂 it was a long long journey and i know she knows us very well.

Thanks for everything,Miss Wendy! I grew up with you and you’d always listen to all our problems and advice us on them and also give cool ideas for food and etc.

So many memories with her,i will cherish them.



Next Chapter

Woop,it’s been a while yes i know.

Its almost the middle of May now.A lot of things has been going on these days and of course since my last blogpost.

I’d always always wanted to keep this blog updated and what not but all these distractions and of course i got a little busy here and there occasionally.

Since it’s already May,I can safely say that Im quite loving the life i have right now, as mentioned in my previous blog post, my real college life starts after April.

Yes i got my SPM results already, and I also went through my Piano Exams grade 8 retake.

So right now,im just doing the typical routines, going to college everyday and all that.To be honest im getting sick of the college routine, but I still have to go on with it.

Its a new chapter of my life now and i think i should rethink and set some goals to achieve.Not just going through the days day by day doing the same things.Life should be colourful,exciting,enjoyable,so why am i wasting my life away?I’m 18 this year, and being in this bubbly,adventurous,lively age, i should be using my time wisely and being productive and all that.I need to start pursuing something that i love.Gotta think hard bout it.shucks, i hate this feeling.

Sometimes i hate it when i slow down and start being unproductive ,all those plans i made to do after my piano exams,they’re just not being done.this has to stop.haha

So,being the unproductive lazy fart that i am right now,all i can say is i hope that it changes soon and yeah im excited to start this new chapter of my life but then again it has to be organized.

Many things to look forward to ahead,and i hope nothing gets in the way.

Good luck to me and GET ORGANIZED,Girl. Next chapter!